Caution: A Broken Road Lays Ahead

Do you ever get the feeling that something horrible is just waiting for you a few steps down the road?
Well, that's how I'm feeling right now. And whenever I get feelings like this, they're usually always right, and that kinda scares me.
It's kinda like a deep gut feeling, while your heart is shouting "Take cover!" I just can't begin to describe it, but I'm sure all of you can tell where I'm coming from, right? Whenever I get feelings like this, it kinda makes me think more passionately about my life. I like to think about my goals, my future, my past...it all clusters together in a big cloud of life. I guess that part isn't normal, but hey, what's normal anyways? I tend to listen to music, read, or even clean my room to get my mind off of things. For the most part, it works, and I'm happy for that. But...it's kinda like alcohol. No matter how much you drink, when you're sober again, your problems are still staring you in the face, and they won't disappear until you attack the problem head on.
My first step: Find the problem.