8 months of my life wasted on someone I could care less about. I'm kinda angry, kinda disappointed that she wasn't as good as I thought she was. She can sit there all she wants and tell me how I was the one that messed things up, because I held another girl. Well, maybe if she wasn't such a horrible girlfriend, I would have stayed with her. She pushed me too much, and I reacted. I reacted in a way she never thought I would. I threatened her, and she never believed me.
Just goes to show I have more balls then she thinks. Now she wants to sit there and tell me that I don't have the balls to cut off all contact with her. I think that's just her being clingy and wanting to hear me say "I love you, I can't leave you"
But, guess what? I'm really close to just cutting off contact, really. I regret ever getting involved with her. She's just....not the girl I love, anymore. She changed a lot without realizing it. She thinks that she changed for the better....but, all she changed was how much she messes up. I don't believe in perfectionism, but I do believe in not hurting someone over and over again. She caused this, it's her fault. Not mine.
All my friends told me I could get better....and I found better. I just can't bring myself to go after her. It doesn't feel the same. I just don't wanna be involved in this drama, anymore. One minute she's making me happy, and I think about taking her back, and then the next minute she's posting her damn annoying pictures on Flickr. I swear, that girl has more friends over the internet then she does in real life. It makes me so angry, I regret ever forcing her into photography.
She's good, I'm not gonna lie, but she basically made it her life, and always posting these annoying self-portrait pictures. All of them I hate.
I think the biggest thing about her I hated the most, is how every time she messed up....which was very often, she would just say "Sorry". She was never sorry, she was just sorry she got caught. I told my friend Dustin that I hate her so much, I don't even want her to have a future. I want her to get hit by a bus.
She doesn't deserve to get married, have a good career, and have a family. She honestly doesn't..
I don't wanna see her happy. Sometimes, I just wanna see her suffer for my own self-amusement.
I don't know what kinda person that makes me, but after all the stuff she put me through, she deserves it. And I'm just waiting for it to happen.
I don't know what else to do, anymore.
I don't like her, my friends don't like her....but I can't kick her out of my life. Something is just...making me talk to her.
I don't mind it, I enjoy talking to her for the most part, I just wanna move on with my life.
I would love to date her...even after all these horrible, horrible things I just said about her. I would still date her. But I know her better then anyone. She says our relationship will change, but it won't. It'll go right back to how it was.
Her having fun making wrong decisions, and me being incredibly unhappy. Besides, she always kept me her little secret. Never told anyone we were dating. At least I told a few friends. She never did.
Every guy that would come along, she told them she's single.
What the hell? I hate her so much for doing stuff like that.
Even though she told me she changed...I know she didn't.
And she never will change, no matter how much she loves me and wants too.
I wonder what kinda guy will date her.....maybe a semi-good looking guy. Maybe have a few attractive talents...probably not all that smart...or presentable. Or romantic.
And he'll have sex with her...because of her incredibly unattractive low self-esteem.
But, whatever.
God help her....she needs it.
"But you put on quite a show, really had me going
But now it's time to go, curtains finally closing
That was quite a show, very entertaining
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow"
Monday, October 5, 2009
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
No More Pain
I finally did it. I've been following the Bible, and I've been cutting everything out of my life that brings me pain, and it's slowly going away, and I am very happy. Sure, in the moment, it hurts, but in the long run, it feels so good.
My chains are gone, and I've been set free. You don't really know how good freedom feels, until you've been held in captivity for so long. Now, I can finally start my Senior Year. I can focus on football games, dances, girls, and my future. I'm so excited, and I'm so glad this is finally all starting to come together.
You'd think I'd be sad, but I'm not. I know it's for the best for me, and everyone has to be a little stubborn every once in a while, and my time finally came. I was sick of being walked all over, and treated like an object.
In conclusion: Every little thing that causes pain in your life, cut it out. As soon as possible. You won't regret it.
This chorus was taken from a Jeremy Camp song, and is guarantee to give you hope.
"There will be a day with no more tears, no more pain, and no more fears. There will be a day when the burdens of this place will be no more, we'll see Jesus face-to face."
My chains are gone, and I've been set free. You don't really know how good freedom feels, until you've been held in captivity for so long. Now, I can finally start my Senior Year. I can focus on football games, dances, girls, and my future. I'm so excited, and I'm so glad this is finally all starting to come together.
You'd think I'd be sad, but I'm not. I know it's for the best for me, and everyone has to be a little stubborn every once in a while, and my time finally came. I was sick of being walked all over, and treated like an object.
In conclusion: Every little thing that causes pain in your life, cut it out. As soon as possible. You won't regret it.
This chorus was taken from a Jeremy Camp song, and is guarantee to give you hope.
"There will be a day with no more tears, no more pain, and no more fears. There will be a day when the burdens of this place will be no more, we'll see Jesus face-to face."
Saturday, September 5, 2009
John Chapter 15
Tonight, I'm reading John Chapter 15 to help put me in a better mood, and to inspire me to do things.
The biggest verses that stood out were this:
Verse 16- You have not chosen me, but I have chosen you, and ordained you, that you should go and bring forth fruit, and that
Verse 17- These things I command you, that you love one another.
Verse 18- If the world hate you, you know that it hated me before it hated you.
Verse 19- If you were of the world, the world would love his own: but because you are not of the world, but I have chosen you out of the world, therefore the world hates you.
Skipping down to verse 27...
Verse 27: And you also shall bear witness, because you have been with me from the beginning.
This really helped me, because it's so inspirational and so true. If you're a true Christian, you obviously don't smoke or drink or anything, so you're not of this world. If you do anything against God's will, you're considered a part of the world. Since the world doesn't understand Christianity, they all hate you. You can always trust a brother or sister in Christ, but not someone you met that's of the world. They will all back stab you, break promises, hurt you in some kinda way, or just let you down. Stay out of the world, and it won't happen, trust me. John Chapter 15 states that If you were of the world, the world would love his own. And that's true. People who drink, naturally want to be with people who share the same interest to drink. Same with smoking, or any other sin. That's just common knowledge. Christians should stay with Christians, and sinners should all stay with sinners, so they can all burn in hell together. But, it's also a Christians job to help the sinner understand that it's wrong, and it's a Christians job to spread the gospel of Christ, hoping to give them faith in a new life, after this one. Most people are too ignorant to believe that's what we do, so they go around stating "All Christians wanna do is convert people" And yes, that's partly true, but we do it for a reason. Converting someone to Christianity isn't just to raise the numbers, it's to save the persons soul. It's hard for me to acknowledge that fact that some people are so lost in their sin, they're hopeless. All they wanna do is fit in, and have fun. Who says you can't have fun, while staying clean? I've been doing it for over 4 years, with no trouble. I understand some people have a harder time then others, especially people with low self esteem, but c'mon. You have to have faith that God is real, and he is coming back to this Earth to save the Believers, and to send the non-believers to hell, where they will burn for eternity.
I'll leave you with my favorite bible verse of all time: your fruit should remain: That whatsoever you shall ask of the Father in my name, he may give it to you.
For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?
The biggest verses that stood out were this:
Verse 16- You have not chosen me, but I have chosen you, and ordained you, that you should go and bring forth fruit, and that
Verse 17- These things I command you, that you love one another.
Verse 18- If the world hate you, you know that it hated me before it hated you.
Verse 19- If you were of the world, the world would love his own: but because you are not of the world, but I have chosen you out of the world, therefore the world hates you.
Skipping down to verse 27...
Verse 27: And you also shall bear witness, because you have been with me from the beginning.
This really helped me, because it's so inspirational and so true. If you're a true Christian, you obviously don't smoke or drink or anything, so you're not of this world. If you do anything against God's will, you're considered a part of the world. Since the world doesn't understand Christianity, they all hate you. You can always trust a brother or sister in Christ, but not someone you met that's of the world. They will all back stab you, break promises, hurt you in some kinda way, or just let you down. Stay out of the world, and it won't happen, trust me. John Chapter 15 states that If you were of the world, the world would love his own. And that's true. People who drink, naturally want to be with people who share the same interest to drink. Same with smoking, or any other sin. That's just common knowledge. Christians should stay with Christians, and sinners should all stay with sinners, so they can all burn in hell together. But, it's also a Christians job to help the sinner understand that it's wrong, and it's a Christians job to spread the gospel of Christ, hoping to give them faith in a new life, after this one. Most people are too ignorant to believe that's what we do, so they go around stating "All Christians wanna do is convert people" And yes, that's partly true, but we do it for a reason. Converting someone to Christianity isn't just to raise the numbers, it's to save the persons soul. It's hard for me to acknowledge that fact that some people are so lost in their sin, they're hopeless. All they wanna do is fit in, and have fun. Who says you can't have fun, while staying clean? I've been doing it for over 4 years, with no trouble. I understand some people have a harder time then others, especially people with low self esteem, but c'mon. You have to have faith that God is real, and he is coming back to this Earth to save the Believers, and to send the non-believers to hell, where they will burn for eternity.
I'll leave you with my favorite bible verse of all time: your fruit should remain: That whatsoever you shall ask of the Father in my name, he may give it to you.
For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?
Thursday, September 3, 2009
New Music!
I'm pretty stoked for all the new music that's going to be coming out this year!
First of all, Hawk Nelson's new album: Life, Life, Loud; Will be coming out September 22nd. If you never heard of that band, seriously, look them up. They're amazing. I've also recently been informed John Mayer's new album: Battle Studies; Will be coming out November 7th, so I'm also pretty excited for that, also. You can go onto Youtube and check out singles from these new albums being released:
Hawk Nelson - Life Life Loud
John Mayer: Who Says (I can't get stoned)
The full version of "Who Says" hasn't been released, yet. But I've heard a 30 second demo of the song, and it's amazing. Go look it up.
Also, if you haven't picked up Jason Mraz's newest album "We Sing, We Dance, We Steal Things" You might wanna consider it. I'm a huge Jason Mraz fan, and even though I've heard this album a billion times, I still recommend it. It's the ultimate remedy for happiness.
So hurry up and go check em' out!
First of all, Hawk Nelson's new album: Life, Life, Loud; Will be coming out September 22nd. If you never heard of that band, seriously, look them up. They're amazing. I've also recently been informed John Mayer's new album: Battle Studies; Will be coming out November 7th, so I'm also pretty excited for that, also. You can go onto Youtube and check out singles from these new albums being released:
Hawk Nelson - Life Life Loud
John Mayer: Who Says (I can't get stoned)
The full version of "Who Says" hasn't been released, yet. But I've heard a 30 second demo of the song, and it's amazing. Go look it up.
Also, if you haven't picked up Jason Mraz's newest album "We Sing, We Dance, We Steal Things" You might wanna consider it. I'm a huge Jason Mraz fan, and even though I've heard this album a billion times, I still recommend it. It's the ultimate remedy for happiness.
So hurry up and go check em' out!
Monday, August 31, 2009
Talents?
People these days all act like their "Talents" are their life. It's almost pathetic.
Actually, no. It is pathetic. okay, I play instruments and I sing and stuff, and Yes...I can admit it's a huge part of my life, but I've been around it my whole life, and I actually wanna do something that involves music as a career.
I have a right to say it's my life.
People have no reason to act like it's their life if they just started, because you have never had to go through difficulties and troubles that time brings.
I don't like it when people brag or go on and on about their talent.
If it's not my talent, obviously I'm not gonna understand anything you talk about, but that's okay. You go ahead and ramble about it, while I act like I care. Really, it's okay.
I'm not mad at people. I think if you have your own talent, that's cool. Just...keep it to yourself and don't feel the need to spread it.
At that point it makes you look conceited.
I'm not gonna ramble on about this subject, I just needed to vent.
Actually, no. It is pathetic. okay, I play instruments and I sing and stuff, and Yes...I can admit it's a huge part of my life, but I've been around it my whole life, and I actually wanna do something that involves music as a career.
I have a right to say it's my life.
People have no reason to act like it's their life if they just started, because you have never had to go through difficulties and troubles that time brings.
I don't like it when people brag or go on and on about their talent.
If it's not my talent, obviously I'm not gonna understand anything you talk about, but that's okay. You go ahead and ramble about it, while I act like I care. Really, it's okay.
I'm not mad at people. I think if you have your own talent, that's cool. Just...keep it to yourself and don't feel the need to spread it.
At that point it makes you look conceited.
I'm not gonna ramble on about this subject, I just needed to vent.
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Caution: A Broken Road Lays Ahead
Do you ever get the feeling that something horrible is just waiting for you a few steps down the road?
Well, that's how I'm feeling right now. And whenever I get feelings like this, they're usually always right, and that kinda scares me.
It's kinda like a deep gut feeling, while your heart is shouting "Take cover!" I just can't begin to describe it, but I'm sure all of you can tell where I'm coming from, right? Whenever I get feelings like this, it kinda makes me think more passionately about my life. I like to think about my goals, my future, my past...it all clusters together in a big cloud of life. I guess that part isn't normal, but hey, what's normal anyways? I tend to listen to music, read, or even clean my room to get my mind off of things. For the most part, it works, and I'm happy for that. But...it's kinda like alcohol. No matter how much you drink, when you're sober again, your problems are still staring you in the face, and they won't disappear until you attack the problem head on.
My first step: Find the problem.
Well, that's how I'm feeling right now. And whenever I get feelings like this, they're usually always right, and that kinda scares me.
It's kinda like a deep gut feeling, while your heart is shouting "Take cover!" I just can't begin to describe it, but I'm sure all of you can tell where I'm coming from, right? Whenever I get feelings like this, it kinda makes me think more passionately about my life. I like to think about my goals, my future, my past...it all clusters together in a big cloud of life. I guess that part isn't normal, but hey, what's normal anyways? I tend to listen to music, read, or even clean my room to get my mind off of things. For the most part, it works, and I'm happy for that. But...it's kinda like alcohol. No matter how much you drink, when you're sober again, your problems are still staring you in the face, and they won't disappear until you attack the problem head on.
My first step: Find the problem.
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Strong and Independent
I really don't understand people. Sometimes when I think I do, I really don't.
I don't understand how some people could be so easy....so vulnerable, so simple to give into pressures. I just simply don't understand it.
My Dad always raised me to be a strong person. To not let people walk all over me, and I thank him for that.
I don't find it hard to stand up for the things I believe in, I really don't.
I don't find it hard to say no, when someone asks me a ridiculous request.
And, yes, I know not everyone is like me, I'm aware of this. But, really, it's not that hard to say no.
I believe if you truly love somebody, you'll do anything for them. Even if it means change.
But change is just not simple for some people. Some people are so stubborn, and they love the life they live so much, that they won't give it up for anyone. Not even someone they love.
Even when they know the life their living in, will only destroy them later on in life.
People these days are just so...hard-headed. And, Sure. Ask anyone, I'm a very hard-headed person, but not to the point were I refuse to change for someone I love. That's simple for me.
But, on the other hand, that's just the kind of person I am. I'm very loyal. Maybe even too loyal.
Maybe I should start acting like I have no idea what the hell I'm doing.
I have too much pride, though. I believe I'm too intelligent to fall for things like that.
I honestly believe I'm too mature for high school. I never fall into drama, I never fight, I never start anything.
I have myself, and my group of friends to get me through high school, and that's it. And that's all I need, and that's all I want.
I don't worry about "making memories" by partying, or drinking. I have the rest of my life to make memories. Memories that will actually mean something to me, not some stupid party. I want to live a good, clean life. I wanna keep my mind open, and my imagination fresh. I wanna be the one who gives inspiration, not the one who needs it.
I don't know, maybe at this point I'm just rambling.
All I'm saying: Live a long, clean, fresh life. Stay strong, don't give into peer pressure, and always make sure to follow your heart. It might lead you somewhere you've never thought you'd end up.
I don't understand how some people could be so easy....so vulnerable, so simple to give into pressures. I just simply don't understand it.
My Dad always raised me to be a strong person. To not let people walk all over me, and I thank him for that.
I don't find it hard to stand up for the things I believe in, I really don't.
I don't find it hard to say no, when someone asks me a ridiculous request.
And, yes, I know not everyone is like me, I'm aware of this. But, really, it's not that hard to say no.
I believe if you truly love somebody, you'll do anything for them. Even if it means change.
But change is just not simple for some people. Some people are so stubborn, and they love the life they live so much, that they won't give it up for anyone. Not even someone they love.
Even when they know the life their living in, will only destroy them later on in life.
People these days are just so...hard-headed. And, Sure. Ask anyone, I'm a very hard-headed person, but not to the point were I refuse to change for someone I love. That's simple for me.
But, on the other hand, that's just the kind of person I am. I'm very loyal. Maybe even too loyal.
Maybe I should start acting like I have no idea what the hell I'm doing.
I have too much pride, though. I believe I'm too intelligent to fall for things like that.
I honestly believe I'm too mature for high school. I never fall into drama, I never fight, I never start anything.
I have myself, and my group of friends to get me through high school, and that's it. And that's all I need, and that's all I want.
I don't worry about "making memories" by partying, or drinking. I have the rest of my life to make memories. Memories that will actually mean something to me, not some stupid party. I want to live a good, clean life. I wanna keep my mind open, and my imagination fresh. I wanna be the one who gives inspiration, not the one who needs it.
I don't know, maybe at this point I'm just rambling.
All I'm saying: Live a long, clean, fresh life. Stay strong, don't give into peer pressure, and always make sure to follow your heart. It might lead you somewhere you've never thought you'd end up.
Life, School and Church
Jeeze, it feels like a while since I posted a blog. I recently got my new laptop, so it's been taking me a few days to upload all the music, pictures, firewalls, etc.
Anyways, life is going pretty steady right now. Or so it feels. My Uncle will be coming up this Wednesday (hopefully) So we can go back-to-school shopping, which I'm excited for. The thought of new clothes excites me, is that weird?
I'm not sure if I'm ready to start school, honestly. I thought I was, until I had to go inside my school yesterday to pick up my registration forms. Then reality hit me, and I noticed I don't really wanna go back. Even though it's my Senior year, and this year counts more then my whole school life. I'll be taking school seriously, while trying to balance my relationships with family and friends. I already made my mind up about school dances, this year. I haven't been to a school dance since I was in 6th grade. That's going to change. I'm gonna go to every school dance this year. Even if I'm sick and I have to drag myself out of bed. I'm going.
Ah, So, on another note, church has been pretty interesting. We've been having a huge move of God, and so many things are changing, I swear I'm getting whiplash. It's for a good cause, though. I believe religion is important in a persons life. It's always good to believe in a higher power, and to have faith and hope in a new life, and a new beginning.
My friend Josh will be coming over, tonight. Knowing us, we'll go rent a few of the worst movies you've ever seen, get a couple energy drinks, and chill for the night.
There's a church lock-in we're going too, tomorrow. I'm excited because my friend Erik is going to fix my new laptop. I can't seem to transfer my i-Tunes library, and that bothers me.
Well, enough of my rambling.
Until next time, Blogspot.
Anyways, life is going pretty steady right now. Or so it feels. My Uncle will be coming up this Wednesday (hopefully) So we can go back-to-school shopping, which I'm excited for. The thought of new clothes excites me, is that weird?
I'm not sure if I'm ready to start school, honestly. I thought I was, until I had to go inside my school yesterday to pick up my registration forms. Then reality hit me, and I noticed I don't really wanna go back. Even though it's my Senior year, and this year counts more then my whole school life. I'll be taking school seriously, while trying to balance my relationships with family and friends. I already made my mind up about school dances, this year. I haven't been to a school dance since I was in 6th grade. That's going to change. I'm gonna go to every school dance this year. Even if I'm sick and I have to drag myself out of bed. I'm going.
Ah, So, on another note, church has been pretty interesting. We've been having a huge move of God, and so many things are changing, I swear I'm getting whiplash. It's for a good cause, though. I believe religion is important in a persons life. It's always good to believe in a higher power, and to have faith and hope in a new life, and a new beginning.
My friend Josh will be coming over, tonight. Knowing us, we'll go rent a few of the worst movies you've ever seen, get a couple energy drinks, and chill for the night.
There's a church lock-in we're going too, tomorrow. I'm excited because my friend Erik is going to fix my new laptop. I can't seem to transfer my i-Tunes library, and that bothers me.
Well, enough of my rambling.
Until next time, Blogspot.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
I'm Giving Up
"Letting go doesn't mean giving up, but rather accepting that there are things that cannot be."
That quote is so true, and I think I'm gonna follow it.
Honestly, I'm sick of the way my life is right now. I seem to always be trying to make people happy, and satisfy them. I'm done with that, I could care less.
People do what they wanna do, and I have no effect over that.
I just have to keep the bad people out of my life, it's the only way.
It's not rude, it's not ignorant, it's just playing it smart.
Having people like that in your life is unhealthy, and I don't want that to be me.
I've simply given my best, and I guess it's not enough.
I can admit defeat, it's not hard for me. I'm not really a sore loser. Not as much as I'm hard headed.
And, honestly, I'm not gonna regret it one bit. I just gotta keep moving forward.
This is life. Even though I really wish I had an instructional manual, but it doesn't work like that.
I just wanna make sure I get a good education, a great paying job, and then I wanna find a wife, and start a family. I want that more then anything, and I'm not gonna let anything get in the way of that.
I'm not gonna let someone tell me what I can and cannot do.
I'm sick of those people. I'm sick of the people who crave attention and affection.
I'm sick of needy people.
I wanna get rid of them all.
I think it's only safe for me to hang around strong people. Like me.
They're the true inspiration.
And from now on, I think that's what I'm gonna do.
That quote is so true, and I think I'm gonna follow it.
Honestly, I'm sick of the way my life is right now. I seem to always be trying to make people happy, and satisfy them. I'm done with that, I could care less.
People do what they wanna do, and I have no effect over that.
I just have to keep the bad people out of my life, it's the only way.
It's not rude, it's not ignorant, it's just playing it smart.
Having people like that in your life is unhealthy, and I don't want that to be me.
I've simply given my best, and I guess it's not enough.
I can admit defeat, it's not hard for me. I'm not really a sore loser. Not as much as I'm hard headed.
And, honestly, I'm not gonna regret it one bit. I just gotta keep moving forward.
This is life. Even though I really wish I had an instructional manual, but it doesn't work like that.
I just wanna make sure I get a good education, a great paying job, and then I wanna find a wife, and start a family. I want that more then anything, and I'm not gonna let anything get in the way of that.
I'm not gonna let someone tell me what I can and cannot do.
I'm sick of those people. I'm sick of the people who crave attention and affection.
I'm sick of needy people.
I wanna get rid of them all.
I think it's only safe for me to hang around strong people. Like me.
They're the true inspiration.
And from now on, I think that's what I'm gonna do.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Home Is Where The Heart Is
Ugh, I can't believe summer is almost over, and I have to go back home. I was starting to enjoy Indiana a lot. I mean, it's pretty peaceful most of the time, and it's beautiful at night. I'm not ready to go back home, because then I'd have to go back to reality. I think that's the worst for everybody. Nobody ever wants to go back to reality. We like the thought of being able to stay in a moderate place, away from all the troubles. At least, I do. When I go back, I'll have to unpack, and get ready to go school shopping. Which, isn't horrible. But, that just means school is getting closer. My Senior year, I'll have to make it count.
I really hate being the only guy in my immediate family, though.
I always have to be the one who packs and unpacks the car. Which, I'm not one to whine all the time, but when it's 90 degrees out, and my mother basically packs a portable bathroom, it's really exhausting work, sometimes.
The thing about visiting my Grandma is this: You always leave with more things you came with. But, I guess that's the basic rule of vacations, after all.
The car is going to be so crowded, I hate it.
Oh, well. I shouldn't complain, life is pretty good for me right now, I suppose.
Well, I better end this blog, and go get my stuff together for tomorrow morning.
I'll make sure to blog when I get things all settled in at home.
I really hate being the only guy in my immediate family, though.
I always have to be the one who packs and unpacks the car. Which, I'm not one to whine all the time, but when it's 90 degrees out, and my mother basically packs a portable bathroom, it's really exhausting work, sometimes.
The thing about visiting my Grandma is this: You always leave with more things you came with. But, I guess that's the basic rule of vacations, after all.
The car is going to be so crowded, I hate it.
Oh, well. I shouldn't complain, life is pretty good for me right now, I suppose.
Well, I better end this blog, and go get my stuff together for tomorrow morning.
I'll make sure to blog when I get things all settled in at home.
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Life as I know it
Ugh...So, I don't really have something important to blog about, but I'm in the mood to ramble, because I love writing.
My life as I know it, is either falling apart or coming together. As of right now, I'm not sure...
Whoa, Nicolette is calling, hold on. :]
Okay, anyways.
I don't really know what direction my life is heading. I'm kinda afraid of what my life has in store.
I mean, I know I'll always have people on Earth who care about me and love me, but that doesn't save me from the hardships I'll have to go through. I'm afraid of losing people, I'm afraid of failing, I'm afraid of many things. But, I guess as long as I have some inspiration and motivation involved in my life, anything can be possible.
After all, this is what life consists of.
My life as I know it, is either falling apart or coming together. As of right now, I'm not sure...
Whoa, Nicolette is calling, hold on. :]
Okay, anyways.
I don't really know what direction my life is heading. I'm kinda afraid of what my life has in store.
I mean, I know I'll always have people on Earth who care about me and love me, but that doesn't save me from the hardships I'll have to go through. I'm afraid of losing people, I'm afraid of failing, I'm afraid of many things. But, I guess as long as I have some inspiration and motivation involved in my life, anything can be possible.
After all, this is what life consists of.
Welcome to Blogspot
So, I'm new to this whole "Blogspot" thing, and I'm not entirely sure, but I think I have the hang of it. I'll basically be posting my life on a basis in which I find comfortable. I'm not even sure when my real blog post will be, I'm just gonna go with the flow, and see where things take me.
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